RAINING

RAINING

It is raining and I am memory,

I am listening to the moments,

Wearing boots and walking just

To hear the sound of splashes

As it wounds the puddles

With the ashes of warm rooms.

It is raining and I am memory,

Sheets of rooster tails turned

Up by automobiles as they tear

The evening apart with headlights,

The hissing of tires in the rain.

It is raining and I am memory

And you are there beyond all this,

Diamonds on your eyelashes,

Sparkles on your lips, a welter

Of words whispered into my ears.

It is raining and I am memory

Washing the edges of the street in sheets

Of weather, smashing into your

Face, naked as water is naked,

All sound and wind fury,

All language reduced to splatters

On the window glass, all rain all memory

Washing like a heart upon the past.

BIG HOTEL

BIG HOTEL

Down the Delta, below Courtland.
Before Walnut Grove, there used to be
A large hotel; "Came right up to
The road.", said Fred, trying to recall
Its name.  Burned down, nothing left
To mark it at all.  No one there able
to recall that name.  The river has
Its own intentions, remembers and
forgets at will, rises and falls,
Carries everything downstream,
Trees, boats, bodies, the procession
Of days, to the Bay, then to the ocean.
It too cannot recall the names.  Its
Past is all the land, its character,
Any particular spot along its course
Recalled at random, collectively agreed
Upon as having some things in common
With the flow of conversation.

SOMEHOW THIS DIDN’T SEEM LIKE THE CITY WE LOVED ANYMORE

SOMEHOW THIS DIDN’T SEEM LIKE THE CITY WE LOVED ANYMORE

The night unwound. A brilliant flashing

From the mouth, a moon in the crook

Of its arm. We walk the streets looking

For a warm place. There are lovely rooms

Just beyond the glass. From the street we can

See people smiling and are able to admire

The beauty of their garments. They seem to

Glow in the reflections from the silver and

Crystal. They show each other their bright

Weapons and slide the slim bullets into the chambers.

From here we cannot hear their laughter.

There are dreams sweeter than this one.

At least here I can hold you for a moment, never

Mind the wind. At least here I can trace the shape

Of your mouth with my finger and gaze into your

Face. It is as warm as the den of a fox. I push my nose

Into the hollow at the base of your neck and smell

The summer of you, honey in the wheat fields.

When the police got here we were leaning

On the window sill still looking at the ruckus

On the street. Nowadays no one wonders what

They are up to. Surely someone has done some

Wrong and deserves this kind of treatment. I

Watch shadows push shadows into cars full of circling

Red and blue lights. Someone says “Oh God” and then

Asks God’s mother for help. There are sounds I wouldn’t

Want to repeat in a poem. The street is awash with red

Weeping. The party lights shine on. I hold you

In my arms for the longer moment. We agree

Never to learn the words to these kinds of songs.