Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Saturday, December 19, 2009
SUITE
These pathways are lined with anxious
Dreamers, unable to sleep.
The floors are damp with longing.
Animals drift past unaware of our
Presence.
We speak to each other abandoning
Communication.
Some live their entire lives like this.
2.
The trees are terribly upset.
They shake their branches pretending
There is a wind. An elm of great age
Has split itself apart. Pale ropes
Cascade
In a rage from within the white wood.
Rain. Snow. Are you alone my
Darling?
3.
Can you hear the red voices
Naming your sweet children
Like an adagio or an intemperance
From the stomach. Unable to swallow
We offer them to your red seasons,
Our hands uncleam. We send them back
To God as if they were a charm
On a little girls first bracelet
That has become lost and causes
A crying as only little girls cry
For lost things. Take away their
Guns before we are all dead.
4.
The dream of the children inviolate.
A spinning our of control, beyond
All kinds of dreaming. Children
Are reduced to names. We forget
They shot from or bodies fully
Alive. We have no idea how love
Impacts the core of our being.
We will do anything to name
How we spin everything against
What we really want to happen.
We call it our lives. Then it becomes such.
5.
So still we think
It might be the young
Of some deep forest animal.
It is not. It is our heart.
6.
I’m breaking the morning.
There are spirits drifting
Through our bloodstreams.
We offer them to the gods.
We think we are smiling
As if there were more information.
Some how there never is enough.
We smile to ourselves.
Whatever we think is poison.
7.CODA
IRIDES
Window shopping
For souls. Sometimes
They are the broad
Leaves of the deep
Purple iris. Sometimes
They are the vestments
Of the eyes as they gaze
Into those of a lover.
Sometimes they are shopping
Four souls, forcing dreams
To submit to their fantasies
Without regard for the hours
Being chanted aloud before
The sun has even considered rising.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Rattlesnake Review #24 has published the following in issue number 24-Winter 2009-10
NOTES ON WATER
We are always amazed at the way
Water says to us, reflections,
The cusp of foam upon its lips,
Those barriers that keep us
Away from the edge.
Color in the water.
The water on fire.
The way it sees all things
From love to funerals.
Sometimes there is a great breath
Taken, one we cannot name,
That, as it moves from
The body becomes the name of time,
But always we remember,
Not always a “new, new”
But a roiling up from the bowels
Of earth,
Built like a melody,
To hold freely without using
Any room. In the eyes,
In the ears. We see ourselves
Moving.
Sometimes we think we are drowing
But no, we are being carried.
It passes around us, through us
And WE ARE CARRIED.
Listen to our names.
GOD MUST BE CHLORINE GAS
God must be chlorine gas.
On Niagara Falls Boulevard at 1:00 AM
The red lights went on. All cars
Stopped. The air became green with
Chlorine gas as it vented
Into the air of Niagara Falls.
Five minutes of clouds full.
Dreams of death in its many forms
Caught in headlights and a view.
A road stretching toward
The Falls covered in green gas.
Claxhorns blaring danger.
A line of cars watching this
Terror blows into our very
Air. There was no escape.
Eventually the traffic light
Changed to green itself and
Suddenly it was safe to proceed
Through Klieglights on ghost figures
Closing valves against any future.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Medusa's Kitchen published these photos and poems today.
REMEMBERING THE JUNGLE
If we could only
Remember how the
Words worked, the ones
That helped change the seasons
So that no one would notice
Until time itself had piled
Up snow or leaves or
Rain upon rain into the center
Of a month, but we
Could not. Here faces were burned
Off, limbs were regarded
As cord wood, milk spilled
From mouths. We could not
Begin to disguise our disgust
Of the shape dreams made
On the walls of our villages.
Someone said the wands had been
Taken from the area long ago.
Still, we could see lights in the jungle
Night occasionally. They were music.
They were our voices.
We thought they were our homes on fire.
A MORNING FILLED WITH ROSES
Bullets dream the taste of flesh.
The parting of the skin to red
Fountains and the splinter of bone.
Saints speak with tongues made of fire.
The names of God split with desire’s
Sweet tooth pulled up against the spine.
The night is away from home.
I have seen where it goes,
How it borrows morning
From the dream. Listen to this wind.
It clots just below the sky,
Squats on the tops of hills,
Staring down at its own rivers
Deep, like blood.
Look here. A hand dips down
Into a palace of feeling.
Perhaps it is someone loving someone
We might not have noticed except
That the hand squeezes drop after drop of blood
From the wells from which we drink.
This kind of language is full of pretty
Things like this. Come out here with me.
The sun seems about to move from
Behind those trees, to wake up the birds.
If we are so perfect just this once
We can watch the bullets pick their way
Through the body. The smell of gunpowder
On the air. A morning filled with roses.
Monday, November 30, 2009
Saturday, November 28, 2009
HISTORY
We thought then, when we were travelling,
The children knew something
Special, the way the light moved in their eyes,
The kinds of sounds they chose to become
Words. We would watch the owls
Beariing gifts of curious silver on silent
Wings. Not one of us said a thing.
I supposed that all things were
Like this. The rising of the moon
Was on everyone’s lips. How wonderful.
How pale. We had never seen a moon
Such as this one. Each time it was new.
Now, standing on the high places near
The edge of the water we think the wind
Has something important to say. It does
Not. It speaks but it has no words. It is
Tongue for the trees who tell us of
Bees, the names of the seasons,
The kind and number of the breezes,
How light makes sound through the cambium.
We have been so often wrong that for a
Moment we doubt the children.
We discover a red color we have
Never seen before. Language
Abandons us just before dusk.
We question each other with gestures,
Frantic to recall how it was
We made fire, how we knew to use
These roads, where we had been.
FOLK TALE
When we lived along the edge
Of the sea we used to heat our homes
With a certain oil that burned
With a particular clear green flame.
As children we thought this oil
Came from the fish that were
Our livelihood. Allejandro said
That the green was caused by the
Fact that a type of fish caught here
Shared a common dreaming.
They dreamed they did not live in the seas but
Instead swam through the oaks and
Firs that surrounded our village and
Because the entire fish was pressed
For this oil, their brains gave
Up the greens that were the color
Of the drempt leaves. Maria Xavier said, no,
It was only the food they fed upon
That graced the oil this way.
As we grew we found out that
The oil did not come from fish
At all, but rather from a sacred
Well on the cliffs above the sea.
This well had a peculiar
Property to it. It was impossible
To pump the oil out. It had
To be withdrawn by placing one’s
Mouth to the ground of the well
and sucking the fluid from the
Earth. We were the fish,
Our mouths pressed to the breast
Of the earth, our life breath
Drawing up this oil with fish
Mouth and exhaling emerald
Flames that warmed all the
Winters of our youth.
IF THERE IS NOWHERE
If there is nowhere for the spirit
To move, it builds its house in that
Place. We find wonder in the way
Distance reveals objects on the edge
Of disappearing. We find names for the way
A hand opens.
We give special attention
To the gesures trees make. “They are
Caressing the air.” We say.
There is a story, seldom told, of seeing
And not seeing, more than opening and
Closing the eyes.
We say dreaming is a way
Of seeing. We call from our sleep to
The waking world. It is a place
Where sound neglects language and
Spills from the lips, unhinged. It
Is unseen, a particle of the night.
What is seen: a body writhing beneath
Sheets – an avalanche of form.
HISTORY
We thought then, when we were travelling,
The children knew something
Special, the way the light moved in their eyes,
The kinds of sounds they chose to become
Words. We would watch the owls
Beariing gifts of curious silver on silent
Wings. Not one of us said a thing.
I supposed that all things were
Like this. The rising of the moon
Was on everyone’s lips. How wonderful.
How pale. We had never seen a moon
Such as this one. Each time it was new.
Now, standing on the high places near
The edge of the water we think the wind
Has something important to say. It does
Not. It speaks but it has no words. It is
Tongue for the trees who tell us of
Bees, the names of the seasons,
The kind and number of the breezes,
How light makes sound through the cambium.
We have been so often wrong that for a
Moment we doubt the children.
We discover a red color we have
Never seen before. Language
Abandons us just before dusk.
We question each other with gestures,
Frantic to recall how it was
We made fire, how we knew to use
These roads, where we had been.
DELTA MOON
The moon rose, thick,
Orange and damaged.
It was the horizon for a few
Moments, then, bleeding its
Refection into the river,
Lifted itself into the delta
And became the Autumn night.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Sunday, November 15, 2009
ONE HUNDRED POEMS
The way light eats the horizon.
The way Japanese ghosts
Have no feet. Birds gather
In the trees. They say things
To each other that we can hear
But are unable to understand.
A glass reflects the rising
Of the moon. Reading secret
Messages in the pattern of leaves
Upon the ground. There were
Pieces of conversation stuck to
His teeth. A great cultus of
Admonition flourished around
Any mention of the present tense.
The rafters were draped
With banners showing the most
Intimate secrets of the verb.
Landscape is spoken of only
In regard to feelings. There is
No middle distance. It becomes
Inevitable that dense conversation
Cover the face of the moon,
That night untie itself
From any reason and reduce
All poetry to whispers which
Remind one of the wind.
One hundred poems are written
At exactly the same moment.
They are mistaken for oceans,
And fished and thought of great
Depth. One crosses them
Full of wonder, lingering as long
As possible to watch
The waves, the shadow
Flight of birds across
Their sweet surface.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Medusa's Kitchen published this poem today
WALKING ALONG THE ROAD WE STOP NEAR A STREAM IN SPRINGTIME
You have found bits of song caught
In the spillway of a beaver dam. They
Are church-like in their praising. They shake
The collection of sticks
Piercing the face of the dam like so many
Bayonets. A rain begins and spills
Upon the surface of the pool, each drop a book,
A crowd, a child, a Golden Heart siging to the fools,
To what is left of the dancers, the poor shoulders
Of the river made to bear a cascade of tears.
They have built a monument on the edge
Of a cliff. It is impossible to get close enough
To look at it without plunging into the mind of God.
We stand watching the little fires in its towers,
The pitiful way it seems to contemplate the end
Of day. A vibrant eye peers from every window,
Some of them weep as only ones who have seen murder
Can weep. Ships send up flares to illuminate this place.
We walk along the edge of the pond where the grass
Grows tall and yellow. We stop and kiss each other
Before deciding to lie in this place and create
Another world, full of wings and the silence invented by snow.
We are unquenchable as acrobats before the highest throne.
House, knife, wonder, tears, cold, a flute,
Lambs, bridges, hills, the beautiful dark,
Silver bells opening like journeys, a crying,
Weaving a web around the heart that it may
Not break. All of the heavens resting
In the corners of your smile.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Medusa's Kitchen published these two poems today, this Halloween
HALLOWEEN
She filled her hands
With winter light and November's
Crows, a calcophany of wings
Against the blue of early evening.
Children used to come here.
There were hills and copses and woods
Challenging the imagination with shadows
Caught alive in stories of the Fall.
The road ended at her mouth,
Full of weeds and drifting terrors
Searching for a body to accompany
During the dark evenings of the waning year.
Shaken, she reaches for the twilight
As if it were a vessel of some kind,
Easy on any sea, unmoved and with sails
Painted in the colors of forgetting.
To dream was to vanish into memory,
The twinkle of an eye,
The brush of a hand across a shoulder,
No place for sharing stories, whispering.
This time of year is full of stuff
Like this, fine of hand and bathed
In a crystal construct made of wood,
Made of fire, made of singing.
She was not given to understand
More of this than her hands covered
With the cool and brilliant light.
She wishes us luck as we continue
Toward the shoreline, the same light
Glinting off the water, infecting
Our minds, making everything in life
A challenge and the turning of the days
Borne on the backs of black birds
Exploding time with cackling and shrieking.
THE BURN
There are no stars in the sky tonight.
It is not because of the clouds.
The ego is so immense.
I feel I have called this to myself.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
today Medusa's kitchen published the following
ANOTHER HALLOWEEN
The moon is unsteady, trusting its light
To the stars it cowers behind clouds
Not allowing beams or dreams
To release themselves from its foggy
Journey. The voice is gone.
From the jungle floor we are able
To see those stars with proper names.
We do not greet them nor they us.
From here they seem cold. Distance
Is such a detatched maiden, full of thought
That have nothing to do with our petty concerns.
Closer, a night bird tells the darkness
Another secret, crazing the place where we sleep
With lines of sound. Fear begins to rise from
Its shadowy rooms, tells us we should be afraid,
Of what we have no idea. Just be afraid
Comes the message. Halloween arranging
Its crested headpiece in orange and yellow,
Glaucous whites and using the wind as voice,
Begins the seasons tales. We have heard them
All before and we have never heard them.
“Wait for the moon to return.”, someone whispers.
“She will be round and huge and full." We will be able
To see everything the night conceals clearly.
Perhaps this is a good idea. Things fly quickly
Just above our heads. We smell the cinnamon of
Autumn rising to the top of the night.
Someone calls our names.
We never recognize the voice.CALIFORNIA HALLOWEEN
Bright orange CALTRANS
Trash bags piled on the side
Of the freeway: Seansonal garbage.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
new poem published by Medusa's Kitchen today.
—D.R. Wagner, Elk Grove
God must be chlorine gas.
On Niagara Falls Boulevard at 1:00 AM
The red lights went on. All cars
Stopped. The air became green with
Chlorine gas as it vented
Into the air of Niagara Falls.
Five minutes of clouds full.
Dreams of death in its many forms
Caught in headlights and a view.
A road stretching toward
The Falls covered in green gas.
Klaxons blaring danger.
A line of cars watching this
Terror blow into our very
Air. There was no escape.
Eventually the traffic light
Changed to green itself and
Suddenly it was safe to proceed
Through Klieg lights on ghost figures
Closing valves against any future.
Monday, October 12, 2009
Sunday, September 13, 2009
When the mountains are burning
We are flushed with the anger of living,
Standing on the narrows above
A pit of unknowing and a collection
of halos gathered around
our souls like the demons
of the ego, unexplained
deities
We recognize as our own
But refuse to own, orphans
Relegated to canals and
Tiny railroads where the freight
They carry is transported
To those we love
With the least possible
interruption
So that the pain will have
no dominion.
Let us dance there, together.
We will be naked as art is naked .
And we shall have children
Born of this dancing that shine
With the same glow we allow
To consume us as we touch
Eternity in loving one another.
Saint Paul drunk with fear
For his own life, admonishing
Us that our beds are
Temporary at best,
But beloved refuges
Where we may lay each to each,
Watching these very mountains
burn
And feel that it is a privilege
To stand near the fire,
Not burning, but singing.